*SNIFF* i so sad...can't go kpop night.ahhhhhh.the pressure,my heart is breaking apart..because of it.why is god so unfair to me???i wanna die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!queena and qiao gng except for me im so lonely ....currently typing and banging my head on the wall....gosh its bleeding.......ahh no its just the paint..........wish it was blood though so i could become a ghost and follow where shinee will go .....hope i could experience how it is like to be in the same room as taemin........I HOPE...

Wishing foe a miracle to happen...